I like that im writing this in secret and probably you will never read this in a million years. I just thought that if i wrote the stuff down here it will help me to get a better look at how i feel about you. We met this year, there was a pause between us for a couple months because you already had someone and there was just someone who was holding us back. until exactly two weeks ago you and i were total strangers. thankfully you and i started talking because of a certain reason & im glad we did. i swear i never everrrr spent that much time straight with one guy, in which this is showing youre a pretty special. That first night, i guess i can say that it was the 'ice-breaker', i thought you were some guy who was shy and didnt have the guts to talk or you were someone who just didnt like me, but after that night it changed my whole entire perspective of you. Youre literally someone who is different and who surprises me daily for this past two weeks. These two weeks went by slow but yet fast at the same time. Whenever im with you time flies by so fast i sometimes wish that the day will go longer.. but the way we're together feels like ive been buddies with you for years. i gotta admit, you and i got close pretty fast (; haha, even after those first ghetto dates at panda and whatnot im caring about you more and more. i am gonna totally say that im into you, and you know that. At this moment you're home right now sick, probably with the stomach flu.. hope it isnt sometime more serious. Last night was my first time webcamming with you and it was pretty fun x) whenever we talk.. i like it. no, i love it. i like being with you and you know that. i enjoy hanging with you but sometimes im worried that you get sick of me. you're slowly learning to talk very 'slick' wise on aim and def, in person but on the phone.. EHHH... haha. the moments i love the most is when you take the charge. you do what you want to do, i like that. i like it when you grab and tell me to get to class.. i like it when you push me away telling me not to do something stupid. i like the conversations we have, i enjoy it very much. i really dont know why but im so stupidly worried about you right now. you may be too popular for me (; and also of course im super sad and worried about your health. hope you feel better yeah? so far this is what is in my mind and something definetely i want to tell you but for now.. its a nice little secret =)
Ill update again hun <3
Love, this chick right heree.
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