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Ever since i stopped writing this blog.. many things happened. i have realized so many things, things i never really thought about.. its kinda hard for anyone especially myself, to handle. at this moment there are many things that is rushing through my head.. wishing it wasnt there in the first place. i am home alone at the moment, and yes i feel so lonely x) haha. im just hoping this week whatever im going to go through, ill get through it with the help of God. i have to in some what way 'train' myself to start talking to God alot more. Last friday, he showed me that the only way i can get through life is by him, just realizing that touched me in so many different ways i cant even describe it to myself. haha. well im cold so imma go eat pizza (: