Along with everything im struggling through, more has been added to that collection ;P while walking home, i was having a really depressing conversation with one of my guy friends/church member. i felt so relieved at the end because i thought i was holding in all that pain bottled up without saying anything to anyone about it. all this time i have just sat around, crying over it, causing more pain within myself. as day by day passes by, the more and more i realize about the world. not my world, THE WORLD. I seriously have no idea the hell why i always feel like this? i really want a day when im STRAIGHT up happy, not straight up sad. When i walk down the halls at school and have a smile on my face, i feel like im covering everything up just with a stupid SMILE. I want to show people how i really feel, but it'll hurt me 10x more if i hurt them.
-JoyceEbenezerChang-
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