i usually dont really like giving up.. i know im a persever-er.. but why am i doing this? giving up this? i have no idea.. i have a gut feeling that this is not a place where i no longer want to be a part in.. from the stress i get from home to school..or in my daily life.. it effects me so much in either my physical, mental, or spirtual life. i dont really know what to say in some certain things.. today was the day when i have given up something i valued most.. well probably not most but something that was an important part of me. the fights i have had these past couple weeks, months, years; helped me realize so many things in life that im making a mistake upon. which of course, i must directly fix. that is why i have given up something so i can go and fix it. when im ready and back on track or where i want to be in, that is the time maybe when i will take action and do something with my abilities. i want to change. i want to be a different person, a better person, someone that is not me.
-JoyceEbenezerChang-